26/11-a rebel's ode

Annie frank, before she paid it with her life for being a jew, wrote to her diary, 'its not Hitler, no its not his government. its the common man. its de common man who loves de war so much. for if he doesn't and if he, along all his fellow men had stood against it, there were never a war'. she died, 13 and alone, in some concentration camp.

like some other good billion who weren't there to witness or be victimized, i too somehow, felt de clog on air, on our civil liberty, over our abris, under our floor, and on human relations as we find it hard to believe 'the man' that happens to walk beside us.

my take on that is through ma song, a so called rebel, de quipping innocent people, de non terminally sick political frame, a commotion...bleak n just to fade, n de papers, de stories, de reports, de coverages, de casts, de blames n one pose... is all dis with any end?

I am a rebel, a more like saint
i wear long hair n some pretensions out here
I am innocent, so I don’t love de war
But if that be true, dere were no wars to argue.

If 62 hrs, when you were awake ‘til late
N your love for mascot of death n hate
Wouldn’t seize de fire from guns n grenade
I ‘ld rather suggest lets just all call it a date.

We ‘re not like dem, you got ny doubt?
Lets just say if dere league is to explode
I wouldn’t, for years, hear any sound.

It was on air for hrs, with no blink or vert
De cover was high. N so was de dirt
Yes I’ve smeared my eyes, bearing a lil hurt
I am a rebel, like another good million Kurt

I hate wars, didn’t I make myself clear?
Or just a sec, is it that I just think so?

czz if i had really stood against it all
and you sir, before I was born
n all de other ‘innocent’ for law n don
I humbly ask, if there had ever been a war?

Its just that we all love it
Much Like all de others who actually kill
Aint it a cheap fun to watch
Tears n heads all around with out much frill

But I refrain my lines and I m happy with it
I am a rebel, I am a rebel, I am a rebel
without a cause...

cassie...

during de Columbian shooting, the gunner pointed de gun at a girl's face and said, do you believe in god? she said yes, and he shot her. she died. then to the other girl, cassie, he said, do you believe in god? and she said yes and he shot her. but she didn't die. so he asked her again, do you still believe in god? and she said yes, and he shot her. and then she died!

snow over de lake 'tsongmo'

dis one just comes out of an old write up, dating 23rd dec. '06. written in a nostalgic streak ab't de lake tsongmo (pronounced as changgu) in sikkim. de lake as by legends was percussed to look forward in de future. de lamas could forecast ab't anything by just looking at de ever changing color of de water in de lake! de tsongmo so is spared from any kind of human touch. but does it? even if ye only all ab't being dere, on its inhumane, celestial face, ye sure go touched by something.

Snow over the lake ‘tsongmo’

Here, where rays come, so frail

it is sun’s oasis, hence he sleeps

ere a lonely hail.

shall we rest upon

before we free our sails.

and wind so dense by miles of veil

mist; as in a legendary tale

winding up some twisting stairs

shall we pedal upon them to heaven

before it rains.

magic, full of love and swains

a place, as if a lost refrain

Sung upon rhymes of her,

who found us in her verse.

Snow over the lake, of tsongmo,

no lily, no flow, no wave, no boat, though,

just snow, but not the one

which drops from skies,

a touch of water within,

it is born intrigue of Fay’s eyes.

She, comely and alone

here on the broken doors,

calling for the rue, within,

to be free and to flow.

Shall we merge our songs

in her calls,

snow over the lake ‘tsongmo’

may sway and begin to glow.

inside frizzy dews of winters,

who knows there may be a spring’s rose.

Snow of tsongmo ‘ll go rive,

Lake is to flow then to shrive

A hope she brings

shall make it alive.

Lake tsongmo is our home

So in snow or with spring’s roam

It is our home, it is our home

love ke funde :P

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I knw dis…I knw dis…first I ‘ll just knock myself away from her…never getting complainant. ‘ld try to sway de blues away! Den I ll end up feeling ‘it was me’ :( aye…dats me!

2.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

Uhh…go on 'n' up with a ‘Sikkim’ based rock/grunge punk band as de vocalist
N Get saal*i to see me :P wink wink! 'n' I think dis alone wont do me…need more dreams to get true.

3.Whose butt would you like to kick?

My own :P

4. Why do you blog?

Just in hope to get read! Arunima ‘pestered’ me hard to start up my own blog when I had become frequent on her blog. 'N' for long she was de sole reader.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

I would have by now if only I had a she friend. :P dun think its better to court a girl ye know inside out? Czz it saves you de usual ‘hi-n-hiee’ routine!

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?

Ahem ahem…! Uh?? Hmmmmmmmm!! Ooooooo!! I think its de mix bag of both which can really be counted in as a blessing!

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?

Three years n still counting :P lol! I think waiting is de worst part of life, but we all go taxing around for it!

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?

Well I will get another story to tell…! :P Hehe

9. if you could root for one social cause, what would it be?

Many actually! There‘re kids of lesser privileges 'n' we, de overwhelmed sect, need to take care of that. Den it’s high time we stop loading women with de ‘he’ –righteousness, and get hard on every crime against them.

10. What takes you down the fastest?

Just anything.

11. What resurrects you the fastest?

Good music and singing always reels me off! But in Sikkim, it was de rush of a water fall that would do the tickling trick for me. I would run away for escape to any of de many water falls my home was surrounded with, only to come out better! We had this cave sorta thing in one of de water fall where me 'n' sachin daaju would seat for long hrs, well aye de ticking clock doesn’t hold much good back den!

12. What’s your fear?

To be ordained by myself and if I find myself unable to sing again.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Uhh…! I tagged myself. Another self explanatory note uh??

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

Rich or poor, single is de way to be! :P lol

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Turn on de tube n play music.

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?

‘ld rather go by de old book here, let go off both!

17. Would you give all in a relationship?

Uh as in?

18. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?

With de poignant memory I got, forgetting never is an option. But forgive aye, at very first sign of remorse, 'n' occasionally even in lieu of it.

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?

I have always been single. So to draw my preferences I need to get on de other side first. hehe

20. Tag 6 people.

Uhh arunima, arunima, arunima, arunima, arunima, 'n' when she is done with the first five, arunima :P